Two days ago I woke up feeling sad. I had had a very busy menstrual week that led to an exhausting weekend, and Monday when I didn't take care of my spiritual needs but rather cleaned the after-party house. I got up, snuggled with Svarun, and went to the bathroom, where I found Her in …
Oznaka: spiritual journey
Rollercoaster, anyone?
How many times were we as girls, maidens, and women told we were being too sensitive? If you are anything like me, it was way too many times to count. On the other hand, how many times were they told they were being rude, violent, brazen? Kindness is the highest form of wisdom, they say. …
Home
I used to think having a Home was boring kind of the same way I thought having children makes you boring. Instead of having a place to be, I was always looking for a new place to go. I was restless. And while I still love travelling, I also cherish home now. The first time …
For Fear of …
* What do you do when you fear you will hurt? When you first sense the ripples of a drama effect inside you, bouncing uncontrollably to the surface of your experience? * What do you hold on to? * Which feeling/ story/ role do you play out? I’ve been having multitudes lately. It’s not that …
What a Day
I. Can't. Write. My feelings are feeling me. How do I know? I'm out of control. My thoughts are thinking me. How do I know? I want control. I knew it couldn't have been long until I burst into the song of who's right and who's wrong. Do I let myself cherish the good …
Dancing Soul
After three days at the Floating Castle festival out in nature, we just got back home to our colourful, clean and cosy home. Svarun has just finished a painting of our car while I’m typing this, not being entirely sure what I ought to speak about tonight because my head is pretty busy right now. I’m full …
I am Enough
I’m sitting on Svarun’s bathroom step stool (you know the little steps they make for children to reach bathroom sink) while the computer is resting on our bamboo laundry hamper, dancing throughout my typing. I just washed my hair, something I was looking forward throughout the day, and I love how the water is freely …