I’m not a creature of habit, and I have never really made friends with routine. If anything, I found it scary because I usually felt so comfortable with change. But one thing is change, and the other is chaos and I was definitely leaning more in the direction of the second. My best friend once …
Tag: inspiration
Home
I used to think having a Home was boring kind of the same way I thought having children makes you boring. Instead of having a place to be, I was always looking for a new place to go. I was restless. And while I still love travelling, I also cherish home now. The first time …
For Fear of …
* What do you do when you fear you will hurt? When you first sense the ripples of a drama effect inside you, bouncing uncontrollably to the surface of your experience? * What do you hold on to? * Which feeling/ story/ role do you play out? I’ve been having multitudes lately. It’s not that …
Indecisiveness
“What happened to you?” he asks me, munching on his dinner, while I’m holding the computer in my hands and letting myself be receptive to today’s story. “What do you mean?” I ask, totally knowing what he meant. “What happened so that you can finally be relaxed?” “I don’t know yet. I haven’t gotten to …
What a Day
I. Can't. Write. My feelings are feeling me. How do I know? I'm out of control. My thoughts are thinking me. How do I know? I want control. I knew it couldn't have been long until I burst into the song of who's right and who's wrong. Do I let myself cherish the good …
8:8:8, Lion’s Gate
Today is a big day. The astrologers call it the Lion’s Gate, and the energies of 8:8:8: invite us to Start Living our Calling. The calling isn’t just something grandiose that we want to put in our Facebook profile. It can be something as simple as being the kind of mother that you wanted as a …
I am Enough
I’m sitting on Svarun’s bathroom step stool (you know the little steps they make for children to reach bathroom sink) while the computer is resting on our bamboo laundry hamper, dancing throughout my typing. I just washed my hair, something I was looking forward throughout the day, and I love how the water is freely …
