I’m not a creature of habit, and I have never really made friends with routine. If anything, I found it scary because I usually felt so comfortable with change. But one thing is change, and the other is chaos and I was definitely leaning more in the direction of the second. My best friend once …
Tag: awareness
Rollercoaster, anyone?
How many times were we as girls, maidens, and women told we were being too sensitive? If you are anything like me, it was way too many times to count. On the other hand, how many times were they told they were being rude, violent, brazen? Kindness is the highest form of wisdom, they say. …
What a Day
I. Can't. Write. My feelings are feeling me. How do I know? I'm out of control. My thoughts are thinking me. How do I know? I want control. I knew it couldn't have been long until I burst into the song of who's right and who's wrong. Do I let myself cherish the good …
Afraid of Being Bored?
The past few days at a festival were busy, diverse, and lively. As I was going, I could barely keep up with the pace and the heat. But retrospectively, at the end of each day, I felt relaxed, nurtured and full. The happening made me realize how much I’d missed diversity ... so I drank …
I am Enough
I’m sitting on Svarun’s bathroom step stool (you know the little steps they make for children to reach bathroom sink) while the computer is resting on our bamboo laundry hamper, dancing throughout my typing. I just washed my hair, something I was looking forward throughout the day, and I love how the water is freely …
Transformation
I’m in the dark, in the wintertime. Not just this month’s winter, but the winter of my Abundance. I hit a rough patch there. On the one hand, I’ve got my mother telling me that if she were me, she would go and clean toilets to offer her child more things. She is still the …
On Our True Essence
I held the Universe in my hands. It was looking back at me, curiously. I was touched by the Eternity and the Now when I held a newborn in my hands yesterday. My best friend gave birth to Eon Vitan a week ago and upon losing my wallet, I decided to hitchhike there. I was in …
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